Zoe Saldana Stars in LensCrafters Ad Campaign.
I need an outlet. I need somehwere i can pen my thoughts. I’ve talked about it, thought about it and now, i think i have to write (type) about it.
Things have been a blur. I have been so numb facing it that i finally feel the emptiness and the void that i have to fill. It’s the kind of emptiness/void im willing to face and overcome because it was neccessary for me to make that change. It is this point in time where i just need my own time. It’s the time where being with my family is all i wanna do and thats exactly what i plan on doing.
Once that’s out of my system, only then would i be able to get my ass out of the hosue to be with friends or meet up after work? Yeah, something like that.
Thats my game plan. Sorta.
I doubt you’ll ever read this. But if you do, please know that i dont blame you for being who you are. You have every right to be yourself. But I, I cannot conform to that life where i have to feed your ego and pacify your jealousy even when there is no need for it. Also, I dont need someone who I’ve known for almost 2 years to tell me that i have to review and re-select my friends whom i have known double the years! Do the math, i dont think it makes any sense.
I’ll keep you in my prayers everyday and hope that you’ll be blesses with a better lady than i ever was. Maybe someone who wouldnt stand up for herself? Maybe.
It’s been awhile since i have typed out an entry and it just had to be about my breakup. HAHAHA.
Please note that this is just for my rantingonmykeyboard pleasure. hahaha, if you’d read it, thank you.
Move along now. (:
*Typed and saved a week ago and only uploading it now.
That said, i am doing a lot better now than when i typed this if any of you are wondering. hahaha. I’ve learned that we can never succumb to the IDEA of happiness, we must always truly FEEL happy first. Relationships makes u stay in denial.
i swear his hair is the new orgasmic thing. so handsome.
Jennifer Lawrence for Dior
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LONDON, ENGLAND - FEBRUARY 23: Jack Wilshere of Arsenal during the Barclays Premier League match between Arsenal and Aston Villa at Emirates Stadium on February 23, 2013 in London, England. (Photo by Stuart MacFarlane/Arsenal FC via Getty Images)
Justin Timberlake backstage at the Grammys
LOVE his hair !